blogging or masturbation

That is seriously the choice before me. I'm going to bed, finally. I could've fallen asleep at 8 when I was nursing my baby, but there's a psychological block I have against that. Terrified I'll wake up at 3am and not be able to sleep.

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Blogging and masturbation. Blogging as masturbation when it's really, really good, I suppose. Both require a focused mind and that, dear reader, is something I do not have right now.